when i'm writing this, i'm crying. out loud! i just let my roommate for 6 years go. go back for good. i feel so immature. but for me, 'this separation is an excuse to let my heart out.'
first to go were jey and odah.
last nite, it was maddy and kas. one is my 'total cry out' friend and another one is my 3- months-survivor partner.
this morning, it was tikah's time. tikah, u and ur mom rocks! sorry for everything...
this one is special for wani. yes, i cried in front of her, her mom and my other friends. we were hugging each other under the hot sun, but nothing else matters now. i just wanna let my heart out. wani, halalkan semuanya. maafkan semuanya. walaupun kita taklah selalu menggembar-gemburkan yang kita roommate for 6 years, but deep in each of our bottom heart u are my 'bestest' roommate ever. don't forget to keep in touch. i miss u already though we just separated for less than 10 minutes.
in half an hour, its milah's time. i don't how how much tears will flow from my eyes anymore.
then, eva's time.
and tomorrow will be the rest's time.
i'll be missing u guys. it has become a habit for me to be with all of the 24 of u. and now i'll be in the career world alone, but i know u guys will still be with me.
Ya Allah, berkati hidup mereka semua. InsyaAllah.
4 days ago