another reason for doing literature

people might laugh and think that i'm weird, but there are certain movies that i watch with a pen and a piece of paper in my hand. why? simple, i love to jot down interesting new words, sayings and quotes.. i'm definitely not a plagiarizer, but in a way, a copier!

and the passion, the sparks for teaching and writing literature come again today after watching this movie...

'dead poet society'

and robin williams' character as Mr. Keating in the movie touched me, one of the characteristics of teacher i would like to have

these are the quotes:

'words and ideas can change the world'

'we don't read and write poetry because it's cute, we read and write poetry because we are members of the human race and human race is filled with passion'

'what is language for? to woo women - Shakespeare'

'we must stand taller to see things differently'

though the ending sacrificed a pioneer character, it means a lot!
as i would say, see the significance...

self-reflect

for the previous tutorial session, this was what came out about me..

this person is confident
has self-disciplined
work smart
as usual, the word 'confirm' came out!
and
cute!

thanx to whoever the writer is, which i guess would be a female..?? confess!

i actually really waited for 'the letter about me' to come out. because i think this is a good and meaningful activity and and also an approach for you to know yourself better from the point of view of other people, self-reflect!

a week after, which was yesterday...it revealed another me! my open problem..

suffer-in-silence
confused
easily get bored
one with mixed-feeling, almost all the time!

and my most favourite suggestion of solution was the one by faiz:
buy a perfume with the sweetest smell so i would feel more confident, as they inferred me by having 'inferiority complex'.. huhu

one obvious thing i should always do now is to

not be sad

or depressed

but smile!

would like to do this?

i got tagged by a random blogger. and i would like to complete this. i haven't finished with my chapter 5, but have handed in my chapter 4. hehe, a bit of a relief but still...no holiday for me!

Do you think you are adorable?
erm, can i pass this question to other people who know me? i am who i am, but how other people see me is the real me.

Upload your favourite picture..

captured on August 24, 2008 at 8.08 am

Why do you like the picture??
significant. a country, from the point of view of the students, the teacher. i was in the stduents' shoes and i'll be in the shoes of one of those on the chairs. the frontline.

When was the last time you ate pizza??
recalling... last long term break, with my sister and my brother in cs sp. i'm boycotting, but its my sister's treat.

The last song you listen to?
cookie jar - gym class heroes

What name do you prefers besides yours?
i'm grateful enough with the name i'm bringing with me.

5 People to mention:
1. The Baju Kurung Adventure
2. Great Teacher Aizat
3. anotherbloggerhead
4. blitz
5. wanderfulmadnificent

Who is No 1?
someone i would say adorable. a floormate. a coursemate. one of my 24-other-half. a 6-year-u-would-never-regret-to-be-friend-with.

No 3 is having a relationship with?
Oops... i'm not sure. would it be proper if i said 'too many'? i'll ask him again later okeh?

Say something about no 5.
someone with the longest full name in the register. fragile, as she would say it. my front-door neighbour. a swimmer. knowledgeable. my another 24-other-half. a great, inspiring future teacher.

How about no 4?
owe... a kedahan coursemate. i see him the way i see him, hardly to be influenced by what other people would say. a lone ranger, at certain points.

Who is no 2?
ohoho... my another 24-other-half. sold me 'a RM70 very nice light green baju/blouse indon' and also my 'avon supplier'. huhu. her word-for-thought, 'sapa tanya lagi, kena ngan aku'. sory beb...

A blogger friend u did not tag?
erm, kuden! because i believe he is dead busy there in indon finishing his study. a person i admire - his determination, his strength, his independency to live life. anyway he's coming back this school holiday. to see me. i've prepared him a present for his belated. and he is coming back with some other baju for me from bandung, huhu. one of my closest budak-hayat, lepak during class gap friend in matrix changlun.

~ lol (",) ~

good news that heal us all

'your storytelling concert will be postponed and it will be one of your post-exam activities. this is to give you some time for your project paper and also more ample time for you to prepare a great performance on that night.'

no other words i can say, alhamdulillah! there are still people who can be very understanding.

~ enjoy the pics of our first day practice ~

mencoba

milah and the goreng pisang

the face of the scriptwriter

odah yang berbaju merah

wani is looking around

matt and the lute

faiz in his fruit printed shirt

this is the way i see the lute

artistic

who -- me? as usual, hiding behind the screen!

--- wish us all luck ---

another tag!

i'm just interested to complete this tag from a blogger i follow: ayin emran

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to answer the questions and at the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. If I tagged you, it's because I'd like to know more about you.

1) Were you named after anyone?
I don think so. but according to my mom, my name was actually mistaken after my sister. sob sob ='(

2) When was the last time you cried?
this morning! because of a touching and meaningful movie..

3) Do you like your handwriting?
Sometimes.

4) What is your favourite lunch meat?
Chicken.

5) Do you have kids?
Not yet.

6) If you were another person, would you like to be friends with you?
I'll regret if I don't.

7) Do you use sarcasm?
Sarcasm is my food.

8) Do you still have your tonsils?
Yes.

9) Would you bungee jump?
I'd looveee to. anytime goes for extreme and adventure.

10) What is your favourite cereal?
Fitness, so far.

11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Nop. I got small feet, so usually i'll just cabut them off.

12) What is your favourite ice–cream?
something orangy and soury, walls!

13) What is the first thing you notice about people?
their smile, ikhlas or not!

14) Red or pink?
Red. Because i like to give a confident look though sometimes i'm not.

15) What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
the specs. but i have no choice! even contacts, haven't try.

16) Who do you miss the most?
My home and the people associated to it.

17) Do you want everyone to complete this list?
why not?

18) What colour of trousers and shoes are your wearing?
just done with blue black, and about to wear grey. shoes: red stripe.

19) What are you listening to right now?
the fan and sheila on 7.

20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
turqoise. really love it ^_^

21) Favourite smells
bunga cempaka. the smell of home cooking is nostalgic for me.

22) The last person you talked to on the phone?
Najat.

23) Do you like the person who sent you this?
of course.

24) Favourite sports to watch?
badminton, swimming and high jump.

25) Hair colour?
Secret. guess!

26) Eye colour?
Melayu asli

27) Do you wear contacts?
No.

28) Favourite food?
something soupy: 'sup kanji daging' as my mom call it. and spicy: home made ikan keli bakar percik! (nyum2!)

28) Scary or happy endings?
Hanging. to provoke thinking.

29) Last movie you watched?
The sisterhood of the traveling pants. meaningful!

30) What colour of shirt are you wearing?
blue.

31) Summer or winter?
winter.

32) Favourite dessert?
sundae ice-cream.

33) Most likely to respond?
SMS.

34) Least likely to respond?
redundant question.

35) What books are you reading?
Kisah Cinta Dalam Al-Quran. academic books u don wanna know!

36) What is on your mousepad?
i only have an optical mouse, no mousepad.

37) What did you watch last night?
nothing, doing assignment.

38) Rolling Stones? Beatles?
none.

39) Where is the furthest you have been from home?
erm, malacca? planning for sabah/sarawak towards the end of the year?

40) Do you have a special talent?
haven't discovered, sorry.

41) Where were you born?
hometown, kedah.

42) Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back?
someone u dont want and u cannot know about..wink*

i dont think any in my list would like to do this. everyone is busy. but if u would like to, u are welcome. have fun! (",)

there's loser in everyone!

i just watched this movie this morning! yes, i got a lot of work to do yet the movie just keep inviting me...

the sisterhood of the traveling pants

this is quite an old movie, i think.

but it's nice. brilliant i mean.
gotta learn a lot from each encounter of the characters, the four girls. sisters as they would say it.

bridget. tibby. carmen. lena

all of which caught under 'what they call magic'. a pair of pants that suit them all. very well.
among all, this is what 'caught' me the most

tibby: there's loser in each of us!

(moral: if u did a mistake, it is a mistake)

carmen: our life changed because it has to

(moral: if anything good/bad happened to u, that is life)

watch the movie and find out

and the song

what's this life anyway
what's it to you and me
what is it to anyone
what it is suppose to be

make me a storybook
and write me away from here
i need a different now
where we can wear each other for a while
and i'll lend you my tears i could borrow your smile
and get through tomorrow
some other day
happy after once upon these days

allow me to say one word: meaningful

what i wish to do at this moment!

kissing my mom on the cheeks, the forehead and the nose!

eating what i've been craving for quite so long!
cencaru sumbat

sup tulang kaw

writing on chapter 4 and 5 of my project paper!

finish off mr. nukman's report on bilingualism!

lepaking at the waterfall!

and swim along...

hugging and playing with the kids in my life!

the three stooges

the two lovers

the two cuzzies

watching those interesting movies in my collection!

for the forth time

for the third time

and those i haven't watch...

~and still searching!

i'm back to the gym

assalamualaikum to all ^_^
dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang

after few days not going down to play, today is the day! ari lain asyik dok kat bilik ja, smua orang pun tgh struggling siapkan assignments yang datang bertalu2 dan due date nya dekat2 semuanya...

if we were not to go playing, turun petang just to go makan (which is a must!) so tak heran... latihan rumah tak yah cakapla, tak penah jenguk. sorryla ahli2 lain ye, kami memang tak contribute pape. tapi jgn salahkan kami 100%! tau semua orang pun busy. entahla... esok KOT kami tolong hiaskan booth rumah dengan kehadiran kami ok...

i can lompat jauh, tp mcm malas je nak try. last join pun kat sekolah dulu, wakil rumah. rumah RIA jugak (kat skolah dulu kaler kuning, tp kat maktab kaler biru).

cekgu aku mmg tak penah bagi peluang aku quit. dia kata
'kaki kamu panjang, badan plak ringan. memang kredit lah tu!'
ye lah tu kredit cekgu akibi, nasib baik cekgu ni bleh tahan ensem! hehe. aku lawak je pasal ensem tu, aku dulu skema & innocent tak ambik peduli sangat benda2 tu... the last time aku dapat tau, surprisingly cekgu akibi ni kat st. theresa sp. skolah ROS rumet aku, tu pun aku dapat tau melalui pics ari sukan skolah dia.

back to the topic. arini aku main badminton. beregu ngan kalut (as usual) lawan nani & wan. arini aku nampak wan kecikkk ja, sebab dia & nani suka main net. hish! aku ni bila lama tak sport jadi slow skit (alasan, tak terer pun sebenarnya!)

aku pun tak pasti aku menang ke kalah, yang pasti kami main 2 set ja sebab nak kasik turn ejat ngan in plak main. kalo ikutkan ati nak je sambung jadi 3 set...tp perut growling lapaq, biasala aku makan kena ikut time (awal takpe, lambat jgn hehe)

one thing for sure, aku rasa penat sangat arini. masa main tadi tak rasa sgt, balik bilik ja baru rasa. kaki lenguh semacam. no proper warm-up kot... pastu balik dari bli makanan kena ujan plak sikit. hei! (tak baik mengeluh)

ya allah, janganla bagi aku sakit time2 kritikal ni. aku nak brain aku berfungsi cam biasa tanpa gangguan untuk bekerja ke arah kecemerlangan, huhu!

esok KOT, our first ari sukan kat maktab. after 5 and half years bergelar budak maktab (minus those in upsi), sem ni la jugak kitorag nak dapat rumah sukan. aku tak puas ati satu je, apesal baju rumah tangan pendekkk!!! alang2 bli RM18, nakla pakai keluar main ke makan ke..barula worth, kan kan kan...
anyway, buat pakai kat bilik la lepas ni...rugi rugi!

till the next post ~I~

my first tag

to matt and nani.

thanx for the tagging but pity nani.
its ur picture yg kena.

nak aku describe ke. jap, nak gelak puas2 dulu.

mangsa2 dalam gambar adalah camel, najat and nani. masa ni kitorang smua macam budak2 and innocent lagi. poyo je nak pi begambar kat studio konon. last2 jadi camni la, haha. banyak lagi pose2 kitorang, tapi takpela buat malu ja...

hahaha...terbayangkan diri aku pakai topi baby kat kepala najat tu. hangpa mesti tak mau tgk sebab memang lawak gila!

mereka yang akan selalu aku kenang

i have no word in mind now to describe them
they are my 24-other-half
it has been 6 years

Ya Allah, continue and embrace this relationship for me, for us!